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i'm back in mex city. each time i land here i need a re-insertment period of a couple of days, when i only stay locked-up inside my parents' house and buy magazines and newspapers and read them and have take out and go through my old books i forgot i had and drink café americano and try to block out everything. it's like a f*ckd-up functional jet lag thing or something, i leave mex city and become so chicken and civilized that i can't deal at first when i come back. but today i go out.